Today I’m feeling doubtful and I just don’t know what to do

 I’m worrying and trying to imagine how to pull through

 My doubts got me feeling sad and blue

My mind doesn’t have a clue

 On one hand I want to look ahead

 But so much has been done and said

 On the other hand I can’t help but to look back

 At the wrong, the hurt and all the attacks

 I’m fighting today with good and bad

 I’m trying my best to hold in the tears that’s making me so sad

 I need the lord’s help in every way

 My heart is broken I must say

 Why is my day going like this

 Why is my day going amiss

 It’s because my hurt is speaking so

 And my heart I just don’t know

 I’m having good and bad thoughts in my mind today

The good is worthy of my thoughts but the bad, I need to put away

My hurt has my heart caught

Today I’m full of doubt

My doubts are keeping my pain

And my heartache still remain

Today I’m feeling doubtful and I just don’t know what to do

My thoughts are sticking like glue

I’m fighting very hard to keep myself together

But the bad and doubts are very clever

I’m trying to hold on to the good too

But bad has taken my view

On one hand I’m confused

On the other I feel abused

I’m fighting today with good and bad thoughts

My mind is running all over and is full of doubt