I don’t understand why you did me that way

I thought it would always be you and I

I don’t understand why you would never say

But all of this hurt caused me to cry

I don’t understand why the force was so strong

I thought it would quickly leave

I don’t understand why you had a harsh tone

But destroying us you did achieve

There were so many wrong choices

I wondered why did they start

In my head were so many voices

And all this hurt stuck to my heart

I was hurt and feeling lost

I wondered why I was being blocked out

I was feeling pain at all cost

And my inside wanted to shout

I don’t understand why you want me now

After all the lies, hurt and pain I had to endure

I don’t understand why you want me now

But my mind and heart has found their cure

I can’t afford to turn around and come back

I’m at peace and have found my happy place

I can’t afford to allow you to give me an attack

I’ve cleaned and found my safe space